I FEEL SO USED?? TRUST ME READ THIS?

BEEN WITH BF FOR 3YRS10MONS. FOR ONE YEAR WE HAVENT HAD BCUZ HE HAS A MEDICAL SITUATION. IVE BEEN THERE NEVA CHEATED. HE HAS ALOT OF FINANCE ISSUES AND IVE BEEN THERE HELPING HIM ALWAYS. WE SEE EACH OTHER ON WEEKENDS ONLY AND I COOK FOR HIM EVERY SUNDAY. I HAVE BEEN THE IDEAL WOMEN BUT ALL HE DOES IS PUSH ME AWAY AND BE MEAN TO ME. I THINK HE DOESNT FEEL LIKE A MAN BCUZ HE CANT GIVE ME THINGS LIKE B4 AND HAVE WITH ME. BUT I LUV HIM AND I WAS PATIENT. NOW TELL ME THIS ISNT CRAZY!!! SMH! MEN